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[14 May 2009|11:23am] [ mood | optimistic ] I got a lecture last night (this morning) at 1am from my mother. She doesn't think I'm capable of moving across the country on my own, and she doesn't think I've been rationalizing my decision. I've thought about this, and the only help I'll need is initially getting started. It is kind of stupid to sign a lease with nothing concretely figured out, but I feel that for the most part things are going to fall into place. I don't have a job lined up, but I don't necessarily want a real one anyway; I don't want to be tied down and get stuck in a routine. It wouldn't be so bad to work part time jobs for a while. The only doubts I have are leaving my family, specifically my nephew and missing him grow up. With graduation looming large, I am rethinking what I'm going to do with my life. This now happens on a regular basis, and probably will continue for quite some time. I'm 21, almost 22, and the possibilities are seemingly endless, but I just don't know. I do know that I can't stay in Rochester. I almost just want to work crappy jobs and move a lot. Aside from wasting the past 4 years of my life, that wouldn't be such a bad idea. Making decisions is not my forte. On an unrelated note, The Cake Eaters wasn't what I wanted it to be. Kristen Stewart, I don't like you and your hair looks awful when it's short. 1 comment|post comment

I love... cake? [11 May 2009|01:10pm] [ mood | accomplished ] My journal layout is disgusting. Someone threw up pastels on the interface. Last semester was the best experience I could've had, and I can't wait to get back to LA. I got my lease in an email this morning. It was a great thing to get. I'm pretty poor right now, so getting my rent money will be a huge pain, but other than that, things are working out. I'm so glad I have the roommates I do and it will (hopefully) be a good living situation. Now... furniture... :) I've been applying for jobs like a madwoman. I think if NBC gets my resume one more time, they're going to put me on a ban list -- no more applications for her. When I got back to Rochester, I was almost instantly bored, which was completely unfair of me to feel. I ate half a box of oreos, watched Twilight and slept until 1:30pm NY time lamenting my loss of good weather and sunshine. I spent mother's day with every woman in my family, all of which are mothers. My nephew is probably one of the cutest things alive, but he's a spoiled brat. From here on out I'm going to buy him sports paraphernalia just because my sister wants him nowhere near contact sports, or sports clothing. Hockey? Maybe Rugby. That's it, Rugby. He can't be metro at 6 months of age! Julian is a cool kid and he likes me; he's easy to make smile and laughs at everything except my grandmother (he cried when he was near her, rightfully so). I do not want to go back to work at Wegmans. I just have to keep my house in mind and my lease. My boss is an idiot, so it's going to be difficult dealing with her for any portion of the summer, but it's ok. This week will be fun if I can go to Ithaca. Lapidus and I are going to go out and my LA roomies and I are going to celebrate birthdays and graduation. Oh these crazy days of summer. I'll consider this my last summer vacation ever. post comment

[04 Mar 2009|10:08pm] [ mood | anxious ] I feel I may have tried to do too much this semester and my body hates me for it. I want to enjoy my last semester of college, and instead I'm stressing out about graduating, classes and going to internships. This was my break and I tried to be ambitious. 1 comment|post comment

This is a slightly depressing entry [20 Dec 2008|01:07am] [ mood | awake ] I'm sitting here at 1 am restless, for the second night in a row. This is the most uncomfortable and unwelcoming room. All of my belongings are in my car, posters included, and it is cold, empty and white. I have just a bedsheet and comforter on my bed and a few miscellaneous things scattered about. I think my hesitancy to leave is what is giving me my insomnia. LA will be fun for a semester, but it's just too bad that I have to say my graduation goodbyes a little bit earlier than anticipated. I'm really glad I got stuck in Ithaca for one more day because of the snow; it allowed me to hang out with people I haven't really gotten to know yet. I love Ithaca and everyone here, so leaving is tough. I almost feel like I'm not ready to grow up and be in the real world. It's a frightening experience. I don't know what I'm doing, where I'm going. I hate how a lot of my friends here said their goodbyes and ended it with some form of "I'll probably never see you again". It's sad to think about. My lack of a real home when I go back to Rochester is another thing keeping me from jumping for joy to go back. My sister and her husband are moving into my house due to many complications with the baby and finances. Everything of mine is being put into storage since I'm not going to be there anyway. They're moving in this weekend. I need some time to come home and enjoy the quiet. After I get back from LA, my mom is moving somewhere, so that will be another experience. I think she wants to move to the Park Ave area, but I don't know. I hate how attached I got to Brad before I left; I wish I didn't see him everyday and adore him so much. Next semester is going to be really difficult, especially because we didn't really tie up loose ends, like what we are and what we're going to be next semester. Arghhh. I hate being sad! I am happy at the same time though; it is really difficult for me to be pessimistic, so I suppose I'm thankful for the white Christmas. post comment

[05 Nov 2008|07:08am] The last 2 days in PA were 110% worth it. I loved every second of it and it was all worth it in the end. Go Obama! post comment

[17 Oct 2008|10:50pm] [ mood | lonely ] I was so excited to come home and now that I'm here I can't wait to go back. I've only spent time with family members, which is great and I love them, but I wanted to visit some friends while I was home too. I just haven't yet because no one is available to hang out. I did get dinner with Avery the other night, but he left in a hurry, probably because Naomi was getting out of class. It was good to see him though, even if it was for a short time. What I really want is to cuddle up with someone watching a chick flick, what a Friday night. While listening to Transatlanticism earlier today, I realized how much I love that song. It's a song that makes me feel, really and truly feel something. I remember exactly where I was when I first heard it, and I can't help but think of that moment. After the drive home the other day, I kind of want to drive back to Ithaca by myself. Driving is my time to think and to sing and to have to myself. I like it that way, and Wednesday driving home with someone threw me off and I regret many of the things I talked about in the car. post comment

Here's to a new semester. [31 Aug 2008|09:05pm] There's something so innocent about the relationship Brad and I have. We're friends, but we both know we're into each other and we just cuddle. Sometimes, that's all you need. I love the feeling of falling asleep next to him, and waking up to him saying awkward and cute things, such as, "I wish I had more hands because there are just so many places to hold you". We're so awkward together, but I like it. Sometimes, I wish he would just kiss me, but then I like when he pretends like he's going to and he just doesn't; I don't know why though. I'm glad to be back in IC, and I feel like it's going to be a good semester; I'm so sad it's my last one on campus, and I can't graduate with people I am actually friends with, as opposed to people I just talk to in class. I wish I had gone here all four years to really get the fullest experience out of it. I miss people at home, but there's something about being at Ithaca with everyone that just makes me happy. I hope I can build on the foundations of the relationships already formed, especially Joanna. For some reason I think we would get along really well, and I just like hanging out with her. I really miss laughter yoga, and it needs to get started back up again. I talked to Colin last night briefly, and it just sucked to have him seem genuinely interested, and then just suddenly stop talking. We were talking through texts, and we were just catching up. I miss him, and not just being in a relationship with him. He was such a great friend before we changed things, and unfortunately, once our relationship ended, so did our friendship. 3 comments|post comment

"We can be in a gang, called no time" [19 Aug 2008|03:00am] [ mood | indescribable ] This weekend was phenomenal, aside from working. It's always hard to say goodbyes, and even more difficult to hold back tears in order to not make someone else cry. I had to say goodbye to a lot of the people I love tonight, and had to give Zack a goodbye hug. He is going to California, and I won't see him as often as I am used to. I baked him a cake and decorated it with things he loves, and I made him the most stellar mix cd I've made to date. It took months to get just right. So a group of about thirty or more people got together at Zack's for a goodbye send-off. We sang, we laughed, and we hugged a lot. The scenery was epic for this event. On the drive there, it was a full moon with slight wisps of clouds covering some of it. On the radio was a techno mix of a song from 300. Blasting that in the dark with that moon and the lightning was so amazing. When I got to Zack's, there was a serious storm coming. It kept lightning and the clouds and the sky kept getting blacker and blacker. It was amazing, even though it rained. I got to see Matt twice this weekend. Oh, Matt. My family is in love with him and would love nothing more than for me to date him, and I can understand where they're coming from. Apparently we both talk to Avery about each other, except I have no idea what Matt says because Avery won't even give the slightest clue. I gush about how wonderful he is. A group of us celebrated his birthday on Saturday night by going to the Dinosaur BBQ and hanging out in various parking lots in downtown Rochester. Sketchy, I know, but we're so amazingly indecisive that we never made progress of where to go after dinner. We decided we wanted to start our own gang, since we were downtown, and we called it the 'no time gang'. We have a hand sign for it and everything. I won't explain the whole thing because it would be fruitless to, since it's a 'you had to be there' story. Round two of his birthday celebration started yesterday, and some close friends of his went to his house with his whole family and celebrated. I got to meet every one of his very italian family members, and I loved them all. Except his step mom who scared me to death. Michael is hands down the cutest child I've ever seen. He has this mop of black curly hair, and he's the cutest boy. We played Star Wars together. I had some sort of gun and he had a light saber, or light saver to him. He won. Then everyone watched this horrible movie, the sequal to Mad Max, with Mel Gibson. It was hilarious with Andrew's commentary. I swear, he is one of the funniest people I've ever met. These past few weeks of summer have truly been absolutely wonderful, and I wish the whole thing was this fun. The rain is falling so hard right now; it's amazing. post comment

"I think you like phsyical affection" [14 Aug 2008|12:51am] [ mood | tired ] The past few days when I was away at Tupper Lake were fantastic. I went with Zack, Avery, Spencer (Avery's little brother), Naomi, and Kenzi. We all got along so well, and none of us got sick of each other the whole time we were there, which was fantastic. There were some times where it got slightly awkward because we had times where we sat down and Zack would read passages from the Bible and they would discuss, and I didn't partake in the discussions. Even with the slightly awkward moments, though, it was a lot of fun. We did a lot of bonding throughout the few days, and we went to the beach, climbed Panther Mountain, had an ice cream social, and we made breakfast, lunch, and dinner with and for each other every night. There were times where we would all get into deep discussions together, and last night we all just asked each other questions and each of us had to answer. We ended up talking around a bon fire until 2 a.m. We are a fantastic group of people. It was cute because Avery and Naomi are finally almost dating. They were caught several times cuddling throughout the trip, and they tried to hide their affection for one another, but it didn't work. Ohhh, to be so in love. post comment

[08 Aug 2008|12:46am] [ mood | chipper ] I am in a great mood; I just needed sleep. I bought my bridesmaid dress today, and I think Cori's wedding is going to be adorable and lovely, and everything she hopes for. She was in a good mood today, despite the dry heaving she was experiencing earlier today. I think Matt is going to be the photographer, so I might ask him to be my date since we won't be able to spend a lot of time with each other because we'll both be busy with other things. I'm nervous about the speech! I just started thinking about it today and what I was going to say. There's so much, yet not enough at the same time. I want people to laugh, but then I want it to be serious. Matt comes home in a week!! He's coming back to celebrate his birthday and he asked me to join him at the Dinosaur BBQ to get some food and perhaps go for a motorcycle ride. I don't know how I feel about the motorcycle; I've never driven on one at night. Today was a good, yet slightly uneventful day. post comment

[07 Aug 2008|02:05am] [ mood | annoyed ] I am easily irritated and overly emotional for absolutely no reason right now. I heard "Fix You" in the car on the way home from Ryan's tonight and burst into tears. Now I'm just annoyed with everything, and I have no reason to be. Perhaps I'm just really tired and cranky, but either way, I'm in no mood to be listening to anyone speak. I hope I get over this soon. I just might go see Pineapple Express again Sat night, but I have to double check with Kelsie to see if she still wanted to do something. She is more important to hang out with than Ryan right now because I haven't seen her in about 6 months. 1 comment|post comment

This is not a test [05 Aug 2008|12:36am] [ mood | thirsty ] As I was checking my e-mail, I realized that I'm finally excited for this upcoming semester. I got an e-mail back from the PR/Marketing Director of the Hangar. I have a meeting with her at 10 a.m. on the Monday after I get back to Ithaca, which means I have until then to get my portfolio together. Gahh. I have one roughly made up, but it needs some serious improvements and updates. My classes this semester are mostly taught by some of my favorite professors in the CMD department, including Steve Seidman, Cory Young, and Bill Ressler. It's going to be one great way to end my journey on the IC campus until graduation. I'm excited to get motivated again and feel the pressure and stress that comes with going to college. It's a good feeling when it's all said and done to look at your final papers and projects and just be proud. I hope the hard work and large tuition bills pay off. Along with the six classes, I'm going to be working at Wegmans, hopefully working at the Hangar, and working with the BOC attempting to put on some stellar shows for Ithaca. Oh yeah, and producing some student films this semester, or so says Ryan. Insanity will ensue, and hopefully I will survive. Luckily, I'll have the craziness of a floor (mostly) full of film students to add some fun into the hectic semester. People that know I am graduating have been asking me about what I'm doing and where I'm going after I graduate, and the answer is always the same: I don't know. I'm only slightly scared about this, but at the same time, I would eventually like some comfort knowing at least where I wanted to live. Avery wants me to move to London with him and Naomi after they both graduate in 2010. As tempting as that is, I can't job hunt, get a job, and then up and move to London a year later. I told him I would consider it after visiting and if I didn't have my dream job, whatever that happens to be at the time. "I feel bad telling you that you look nice or your hair looks good because it's only half of what you deserve. I should be telling you you're beautiful." Why is there any questioning going through my head when you say something like that? Oh, I hate my indecisive and fickle self. I feel as though I'll never be satisfied with anyone sometimes, and there's no reason for that. I am far from perfect, so looking for the perfect person shouldn't be something on my agenda. Argh. My sister sent out her wedding invitations before securing the place she wanted her wedding. Oh boy. They are now telling her the reception venue is $2,000 more than when she originally had it quoted. I have to pick out and buy my bridesmaids dress. How exciting and stressful at the same time. This day has to be perfect for her. And the speech, oh the speech! It has to get done before August 23rd, my own personal deadline. I wasted most of my day playing Wii, how sad. post comment

[04 Aug 2008|05:58am] [ mood | contemplative ] I just got back from Brad's house. Yes, at around 6 a.m. I'm still deciding if we're a good match. I really have no idea, and I don't want things to be weird next semester like I think they will be, especially if things continue the way they are right now. He is one sweet boy though, so I don't know why I wouldn't be attracted to him. Perhaps it's the timing that's throwing me off. He's a sophomore, and I'm a senior with only one semester at Ithaca left. Regardless of any emotions I may be feeling (or lacking for that matter), it's quite an inconvenient time to start anything. We shall see. I really do need sleep this time. post comment

Shiver. [03 Aug 2008|09:01pm] [ mood | bouncy ] Today was a really great day at work; my manager was not there and I basically goofed off most of the day. I cannot wait for the Toronto International Film Festival!! Ryan and I are going to do dinner and drinks with Gary again, I think, when we're there. I can't wait! So I guess I have some stuff to catch up on. I went to see Coldplay in Toronto the other night. My sister and I took a night and went to see them because we won front row seats to see the sold out show!!! Correction: My mom won tickets for us. They know us by name, e-mail address, and phone number at BER. I was so close to the stage, I could see the sweat dripping onto the piano keys from off of Chris Martin's face. It was fantastic. I took tons of pictures and a few videos. Their stage presence is absolutely amazing. It was hands down the best show I have ever been to. So amazing, and I'm still not over it. They just made me so happy, and there is something about Coldplay that just calms me. While I was at the show, I met a film-maker, who ended up saving me about $30 on a 2 mile cab ride, and giving me a ride back to the hotel. He was fabulous and we've been keeping in touch. He's going to edit all of the footage he took at the concert, and hopefully send some to me. He was a fabulous young man, and probably one of the nicest people I'll ever meet in my life. Warped Tour was fantastic just because Ryan and I got to spend the day backstage, which was also a prize won. The amount of stellar bands this year was fabulous. Sadly, I missed a few goodies (ie. Charlotte Sometimes and the Color Fred) because of my burning desire to see aVa again. They were worth it though, but my hunt for Tom was unsuccessful. I did not see him backstage at all. Bummer. Seeing Say Anything on stage was pretty awesome. Max is probably legally insane. The other night after seeing the Wackness, we went out for Dani's birthday, and oh what an insane night it was. I think I somehow managed to get more drunk than her, and I think the root of the problem was my empty stomach. Ryan was nice enough to show up at my house 15 minutes early, so I was rushing around trying to get everything together and get changed. Damn him! So the Wackness was great, and cute in a grungy early 90s sort of way, and it also described the evening that was to follow. Tilt was silly because there weren't a lot of people there at all, and I think it was due to the crappy DJ/rappers. Dani and I are both just silly drunks, and quite affectionate. At least I am, Dani, on the other hand, verbalizes her feelings. "I love you! I fuckin' love you!" I ended up kissing Brad several times, and biting him as well. I don't know why, but I bit his arm. Dani couldn't sit in her chair, or formulate sentences, while I made my own phrases up and screamed obnoxiously, "you're a nom-nom head!" I don't even know what that means. Poor Ryan and Hank that had to talk (or listen) to Dani and I, and my sincerest apologizes go out to the two people I was drunk texting, Nick and Adam. Fortunately, Adam lives across the country, so I cannot be embarrassed by running into him. However, I work with Nick, so seeing him today bright and early made my cheeks turn red, and I wanted to avoid him the rest of the day. Dani - I love you. You're a hilarious drunk and I cannot wait for you to see those pictures. I also can't wait to do it again. I went to the Park Ave fest and Javas last night. At Javas I saw a black man sitting at a table by himself. On the table, he had KFC, yes, KFC. Did he have coffee? Not at all. This man went to Javas to eat his fried chicken and biscuits. Ohhhhh how hilarious and racist. I think Brad and I make the most awkward pair of people ever, and I'm still not sure how I feel about us. I think we make every situation together slightly uncomfortable in some way. I try to be cute around him and he tries to speak to me, and it just doesn't work out well. We end up doing and saying awkward things. It's actually really hilarious. I feel that once school starts again, the chemistry we have will only get more awkward and uncomfortable. My sister is engaged and becoming Bridezilla. She is insane, and it could be the pregnancy and hormones, but she is impossible to deal with. She wants her wedding to be in about a month and won't have anything else. She doesn't want her baby to have a different last name, she actually refuses, and she HAS to have her wedding before she gains more weight. She also said, "I am a princess and deserve to be treated like one, and the sooner you realize that [Kelli], the better off you'll be". God bless Kevin for worshiping the ground she walks on because she would have nothing less. I now have to write a speech, in the midst of getting prepared for school, college, moving in, and TIFF. Ohhhh, I need sleep. 1 comment|post comment

[07 Jul 2008|11:17pm] [ mood | refreshed ] I got this e-mail from the marketing manager at the Hangar Theater where I applied for the internship. Hi Kelli— I received your resume and coverletter as application for the marketing internship at the Hangar Theatre. I’d love to set up a meeting with you when you come back to Ithaca in the fall. Let me know what day/time you’d be available. I just wanted to make sure that you are aware that this is a non-paid internship. Thanks and I look forward to meeting you! Best, Simrat That's kind of exciting. I can't wait to set up the meeting with her. I spent the day on the beach today with Brad. My body is pretty red right now, but hopefully it will kind of tan and not peel like I usually do. Today was a good day. 1 comment|post comment

It's totes almost my 2nd favorite holiday. [02 Jul 2008|11:47pm] Like I told Dani, this holiday has a lot to live up to compared to last year. It was just so great and I loved every second of it. I'm already feeling kind of sad. I'm just glad we're taking back roads to Brad's house, so I don't have to drive by the idiot's house. All of last summer was stellar, and I wish this summer was more like that. I think I kind of really want a relationship, but I want one with someone that I know it will work out with. Unfortunately, I don't think that relationship is with the young men I've been "dating" recently, if you can call it dating. post comment

[02 Jul 2008|09:43am] [ mood | crazy ] I realized that the mixture of work and taking a class is preventing me from doing some of my favorite summer festivities, such as the Memorial Art Gallery and the Eastman House. Also one of my favorites, the PUBLIC MARKET!!! Gah. As soon as I get a day off, one of those places is being attended, by me. I cannot wait. Matt isn't home to join me though, and he's usually my partner in crime when it comes to downtown Rochester festivities. I've decided I'm actually going to talk to HR about my manager today. It was the last straw, so to speak, when she complained about me for 2 and a half hours to a fellow employee/friend. It's not professional, even though it is just Wegmans, and it's uncalled for seeing as how I do ALL of her work for her, and I'm not getting the paycheck she gets. I wrote the orders for the holidays, she was asking me how to schedule, I was "in charge" of the department for three weekends in a row, including the whole 4th of July weekend, etc etc. Do it yourself, Molly, if you think I'm such a bad employee. I was livid. So now, Marty is going to hear from me, just as he heard from every other employee that works with her. Maybe her lazy self will get extra training, or demoted. 1 comment|post comment

The Best Week Ever. [29 Jun 2008|10:19pm] [ mood | exhausted ] Maybe it's not the best week EVER, but this week has been packed with me doing things, and sleeping was not one of them. Since I get up at 6 a.m. almost everyday, sleep is rare when I want to spend time with my friends. I averaged about 3-4 hours a night this week. Wall-E was absolutely adorable and it was probably the best romance in a Pixar movie, and it arguably had the best animated Pixar short before the movie too. Wanted was what it was. A pretty awesome action-packed flick with a lot of James McAvoy. *sigh* I saw dumb Colin in Wegmans the other day, and it doesn't infuriate me to see him so much as it does that he doesn't acknowledge my existence. On top of all of that, I can't control how much of a wreck it makes me when I see him. I shake and just get angry and nervous. I don't know why nervous, it's not like he would talk to me. He was however, looking really good. Damn him and his dark hair and green eyes! It still hasn't really hit me that my sister is having a baby. I almost feel like that was part of a dream, and I've just been telling people the wrong information. But alas, it is true. I feel bad because she's having her baby when I'm in LA. Perhaps an excuse to fly home? Matthias surprised me and called me out of the blue yesterday, and he came home for the weekend! He asked me to go see Wall-E with him and his little brother, but I couldn't, so instead I went to his house after I saw Wanted. We just sat together and talked and watched some T2. Eventually, we fell asleep next to each other on the couch. Oh, Matt. His dad scared me halfway to death in the middle of the night. He went to wake me up to see if I wanted to go to Matt's room to sleep while Matt was on the couch, but he ended up scaring me as he tried to wake me. I said no, and immediately fell back asleep, then he woke me up by saying "Kelli, lift your head up a little bit", so I did and he gave me pillows and tried to have a conversation with me. It didn't last long and I don't think I was making sense when I was talking, if you can call it that. He wants me to come visit him in R.I. and I would in a heartbeat, but I want someone to drive there with me. I would probably get very lost, obviously, I get lost everywhere. Getting everyone together for Tera's birthday was a lot of fun. We all have to get together more often and catch up. Brad and I have some of the best conversations. We stayed up talking for several hours the other night instead of watching a movie, like our original plan. He is so intelligent, and it makes me want to go out and research every little thing, like he does. It's fabulous. It's time to watch more Arrested Development and not study for ASL. That's what the morning is for. 1 comment|post comment

[25 Jun 2008|10:55pm] I'm going to be an aunt! I didn't know how to digest the news at first, and still don't really, but it's exciting none the less. My sister broke the news after the softball game tonight. She said she had important news, and at first I thought she was engaged, but realized that wasn't the case when I did not see a ring. I don't think it wasn't planned, especially after she said she was frightened to tell my family, but I think she's happy about it. It was hard to tell with the way she told us. Kevin said I was freaked out, and that's the perfect way to describe it. Freaked out. It's just awkward realizing you're going to be an aunt, and your only sister is pregnant. I don't know how to describe it, but I am happy for her. 1 comment|post comment

21! [02 Jun 2008|12:22pm] [ mood | thankful ] So my 21st birthday officially kicked off at Muther's in downtown. I was anticipating a nice surprise from my sister, and surprise it was. A drag show, which was wonderful! The only drinks I had all night consisted of a Sex on the Beach, Vodka and Cranberry juice, Cosmo, and Long Island Iced tea. Perhaps it was the fact that I chugged half of my Cosmo, but halfway through my Long Island I got pretty out of it. I was decent walking from Muther's to the car, but when it came time to go into I Hop for some nice fine dining, I needed someone to help me to and from the building and the bathrooms. I was what I like to call a hot mess. I don't remember a lot of I Hop, but I do remember laughing a lot, and our waitress was petrified I was going to throw up on her table. The poor woman. I was okay after some water and two bites of pancakes that I could barely eat. In fact, there were projectile pancakes, after I laughed or tried to talk. Poor Ryan in the line of fire. After I Hop, we drove home and poor Casey stayed with me all night. He said I talked and flailed my arms for a good two hours after we got home, until around four or five a.m. I don't remember talking that much, I do remember the flailing, and the dent I left in a lampshade in my living room trying to "fix" my hair. It was sweet of him to endure my drunken babbles and ranting, along with my constant moving. I had the worst hangover in the world. I wanted to vomit and die until about 2 in the afternoon, when I was finally able to eat something without being nauseous. My birthday continued on the actual day when Zack, Avery, Naomi, and Jesse brought me flowers while I was at work, which was very nice of them, and took me out to eat and to see the Fall (for the second time, but it's just as beautiful). I felt bad because I could not keep my eyes open through the movie because of the lack of sleep I've been getting, and I slept through almost the whole thing. We then went to Java's and as we were walking to our car, a sketchy man came to us asking for a ride or money, and then he started crying. Jessie gave him money to be safe, and said it was better we just hand over cash before he took it himself. I had a great birthday and my friends are wonderful, I love them all so much. I got stellar gifts, and perhaps my favorite is the mixed cd Dani made. It was beyond amazing and it was, dare I say, perfect. Also a great surprise of songs without the track listing. Favorites such as Soulja Boy, Backstreet Boys, Fergie Ferg and Meatloaf/Bonnie Tyler were on there. Tonight is dinner with the family. Cheesecake Factory! I love that my birthday was a weekend-long celebration and is still continuing. :) The Fall = AMAZING. Easily one of my new favorite movies. 3 comments|post comment

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